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Monday May 12,2008

Close to Heaven

by Ashsgurl

I dreamt that my mother, father, grandmother (mother's mother) and uncle (mother's brother) are all dead, (They are all in fact alive and healthy... touch wood.)

In the dream, I am standing next to a dining table and chatting with my mother who I can see in clouds and am asking her to ask God if rebirth and reuniting in a different birth is for real. She keeps me on hold on the telephone line, and goes to ask God the same. Returns to tell me that God says it is not necessary that you meet your loved ones in next life, but rebirths do happen and you do meet your loved ones in some other life if not the immediate one.

This gives me great amount of sadness and sorrow as I am not too sure if I would be meeting my parents in next birth (now that they were dead.) Knowing that my father-in-law is dead (who in real life is dead,) I ask my mother to go and visit him and convey my hello to him, now that she too is in Heaven where he is. My mother ensures me that she would do the same.

While I am chatting to my mother, I can see them in a cloud right above my head. I also see my mother-in-law (who I am not too fond of) hovering around me wondering who I am chatting to on the phone.

I have had a love marriage. The age difference between me and my husband is 15 years. I deeply love my husband, my mother, father and brother. The fear of losing these four people bothers me frequently.